It's ending of July. Alhamdulillah for everything I have, I faced, obstacles, happiness, family, friends, sisters and every moments that I have in this year. Honestly it's beautiful.
Walaupun pada awalnya ada perubahan perwatakkan, namun orang yg sabar sentiasa dibawah jagaanNya. Always. Sy percaya itu.
Yes I do faced a hard time. Not telling anybody. Just keep it to my self. Stay mute with everybody. Rumate dan housemates pun tak tahu. I read a lots of books, listen to so many inspiring and motivating advises so that I can bear everything that make my heart in pain. I do so many thing to get close to Him so that I will not loosing anything that I must learn from the past.
Even I made my mum sad, my father get worried and my family getting confused. I'm sorry for not sharing. I just need time to understand with peaceful mind to accept the thing that I did wrong and the 'cleaning' process that is perfectly good for me.
And now, it's already the end of month.
I'm happy and thankful for what I've been through this year. I've learn to appreciate my self. Kadang2 obstacle ni really set me free. Tak payah buat benda2 yang kita tak suka, tak perlu nak layan kerenah yg tak ada nilai dan yg penting tak tempah tiket kebinasaan. No more. At least, susah payah nak handle hati sendiri membolehkan sy membina impian dan cita2 yg satu dangan sandaran yg satu. Redha Dia yg Maha Penyayang. =))
Tak apa kalau tak dihargai ke atau ape pun. Kita tak kejar pernghargaan manusia. Tak apa kalau impian musnah. At least dapat bina yg baru jauh lebih baikk.
Alhamdulillah for everything. For every single things.
Berat badan dah turun. Tapi mampu senyummmm
membaca mampu mengalihkan tumpuan dari berfikir ape2 yg tak patut fikir. Hehe
Bersama si gemuk di Hopsital Sime Darby. Melawat baby Muhammad Adam. Dapat sentuh Adam sebelum dia pergi selamanya. K.nur rindu handsome boy. Thank U kak Awa dan Kak Nadiah yg sentiasa pam2 kan semangat.
Penyumbang kegembiraan sy. =))
Dan juga yg memahami dan serasi bersama. Terima kasih.
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